February 2012
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I feel sad.
There is nothing in particular to feel sad about with the exception of some inner defect that leaves me mourning my past self. I feel like I’m drifting from all that is good about me and sinking in this quicksand of everything just being too scary or mundane to bother with.
I have friends, family, and try to surround myself with things that I like. Though the truth is I’m...
“Now you will receive us.
We do not ask for your poor, or your hungry. We do not...”
– The Boondock Saints
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Choco-Neko
Takuya put up a Sakuracon poster at work. I usually don’t adore the mascot.
I spilled water all over the back of a customer.
I’m probably gonna be rancid with cavities by my next dental cleaning. (SOON) It’s all this chocolate I got from Rocky: hazelnut, caramel wonka bar, sugar cookies. I hope this sweet tooth is just an effect of this month’s Ruby Week.
It’s...
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“Movies are for losers and art fags.”
– Kyle Clayton
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Sup
There was this black guy sitting in my classroom with bright purple hair, black leggings, high heeled boots, topped with one of Lady Gaga’s ‘I’m a free bitch’ shirts. I sincerely think it’s great.
There hasn’t been much change or happening since my last post. My brother is here for another week. His presence is a little daunting considering he’s not too different than before. He’s kind of selfish....
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Intermittent Clouds
My brother is visiting for the next two weeks. This is only the second visit since he’s joined the Army so there isn’t too significant of a change between my siblings and I. That’s nice for now.
I stopped by the video store earlier this week to pick up a copy of Drive. My mall is currently without arcade and bookstore so I don’t see much reason to go there.
My coworker,...
January 2012
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I’m adding abstinence to my new years resolution.
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Sulk
In my sleep, I had rolled onto a black dual brush pen, leaving moldy looking splotches on my back that I did not find until my bath, where I believed for a second that I was living dead.
I have a hard time keeping track of the days that I sleep through.
One of my coworkers is moving to China. We just got a new girl and a new assistant manager. Another coworker is returning from the Philippines....
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Class and Irony
Ditching to go to the science center and to buy books.
See you soon.
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Payday
Work today was the first time I left the house in 4 days.
There were so many people, to make up for lost time. Obviously
Our only female chef quit. Her husband doesn’t want her working.
That’s a little timey isn’t it? Or maybe he’s just this well-off dude and it pains him to see her so exhausted. Maybe he’s the captain of a ship and they’re cruising into the...
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Been snowed in the the past 3 days. The power was going in and out yesterday so I made glow stick collars for my dogs to help them see as they kept patrol of the house. I have a Norwegian Elkhound and a Siberian Husky. Needless to say, they’ve been out ravaging the snow as well. Work and school have been closed.
I finally sifted through all of the paperwork I had lazily stacked under my...
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“We can spend our lives letting the world tell us who we are. Sane or insane....”
– Choke
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Gloomy
I slept and cried today. Shampooed the carpet which led to damp toes because the stuff takes 4 hours to dry.
It’s nothing in particular even.
When I bring it up in therapy, I just say everything. Jerry nicknamed me Feel-bad Machine and our sessions are usually just me being a self indulgent baby that doesn’t feel connected to anything or anyone due to low esteem for both parties.
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“Golden Age thinking, the erroneous notion that a different time period is better...”
– Midnight in Paris
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Snow
I was rummaging through the 5 dollar bin of dvds at Walmart a few nights ago. I always think to myself, ‘I’m just gonna have a look’ as I walk towards the thing. Leave the aisle holding a stack: Heartbreak Ridge, When Harry Met Sally, The Shining, and Spiderman 3 which sucks but completion of the trilogy.
School’s not too shabby. My writing teacher takes kindly to me. I...